Oy.
So it has been five days since I last updated this thing. I am already falling behind. Bad bad self.
And so much has happened. I became a master. Of education that is, not really at anything else. It was a fun ceremony, because I got to sit next to the marvelous Maggie, and she cracked me up throughout the whole procedure. Our graduation speaker left us all speechless, because we could not quite figure out what he was trying to say. We did decipher however, that somewhere in his speech, he mentioned something about the Rolling Stones and the Highway Act of 1956 (or was it ’63?). Isn’t the connection obvious?
Well, it wasn’t to us, smartypants.
Right now, I feel like I am about to burst, because I am going in 30 different directions. I would like to smack that stupid part of me that said I could take on two jobs at once. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I just want to sleep.
As for the boys 1, 2 and 3, things are developing in weird ways.
I am still completely baffled by boy #2, although I feel like that situation is going to be resolved soon. I have been “playing it cool” with him, although it is taking a great amount of willpower to do so. We are supposed to hang out this weekend. I guess we’ll see.
Boy #1, ah boy oh boy. The ex-boy, ex-love. I think I am starting to understand why we broke up. At this point, I think we are both playing the same side of the “play it cool” game, because both of us kept coming up with excuses as to why we could not see each other. It’s not quite working to his advantage this time, because I am not playing the doting lady in the wings. I want him to come after me if he wants me, because that’s the way it should be, right? (Any advice here would be great)
Boy #3, yeah, still good to play with. Although he did get a call from his ex-girlfriend, saying she wanted to get back together with him. He hasn’t made any final decisions, but if I lose him to her, I will be happy for him. He was very happy with her before, and I am pro-happiness.
Alejandro the great says I need to stop fucking around with all these people, and find someone more my speed. I agree of course, but I do not think that person exists. That’s why I’m sticking to cats. ;)
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2 comments:
well, when its causing confusion for you.. i'd stop..but.thats just my own opinion.
some people like confusion.
lets not mix up the ideal "oh, i'm a girl, i'm beautiful, i'll see whomeever I want"..which is just fucking great. but to get so wrapped up and confused, second guessing yourself, has to to get tiring."
I'd rather just cut the rotting flesh off of the good parts of my hand and see what I can do with the remainder.
some people are just needy pricks. kind of like me I guess
plus Jay-Z, I hear is hung like a one liter bottle of coke.
Cats are nice.
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