Friday, July 01, 2005

Man, what is it with me?

I guess when I leave one thing, I have to leave all things. My job, my apartment, my _____.

Why do I do that?

I think sometimes when we make changes, we begin to feel so good about making changes that we keep making them until they start to hurt. Now, I don't hurt. Hopefully, in two days it will feel like a blister. In seven, the blister will be healed and I'll move on.

One day, I'll get it right. One day, I won't have to sit in a half lean against the wall, loathing the fading light of the day. I won't hurt anyone, and I won't get hurt.

Could I be more cryptic please?

On the upside, I am going swing dancing tonight, and I just had a maaahvelous time last night at bike night. Yep, I have a shiny new blue and silver bike helmet to show for it. See? I have stuff to be happy about. Be happy, dammit.

3 comments:

jaynar said...

I hope everything is alright. It's a new year. And you'll have fun with it.

Anonymous said...

you..are..so..beautiful...to..me

divinspiration said...

Shiny new helmets are cool. They also save your head from severe damage. They also allow you to ride with hot boys on fast motorcycles. Yay. You'll be fine. I am not worried about Amy O.!!!